“In a gentle way, you can shake the world.”
Mahatma Gandhi
In September 2010 I had emergency surgery for cauda equina syndrome and through delays and misdiagnosis was left with life changing injuries.
It has taken me many years to come to terms with my new self, battling with my new body, overcoming denial of my physical limitations and dealing with the dark days of wondering what, if anything my future would hold. In many ways I count myself lucky, there are others who deal with issues greater than mine everyday and I was fortunate enough to secure financial compensation for delays in my treatment and safeguard my future.
In a heartbeat, I would give all the money back in exchange for good health.
Every cloud has a silver lining they say, and my silver lining has been the opportunity to focus my energy on changing outcomes for CES patients everywhere.
Through personal experience, I had become acutely aware of the lack of support for CES patients like me, and so dedicated my life to bringing about change to ensure delays and misdiagnosis of cauda equina syndrome become things of the past.
I set up a support group, which eventually became Cauda Equina Champions Charity in the UK, of which I am extremely proud. Our charity has been at the forefront of cauda equina syndrome in the UK, raising awareness, challenging and confronting the NHS, and delivering much needed support services to people affected by the condition.
It has been a long, frustrating journey but finally I can see a glimmer of light on the horizon. Medical professionals are taking back pain more seriously, pathways are finally being put in place and awareness of CES is growing. There is still a long way to go and things are far from ideal, but this is what I do, day in day out, week after week, year after year. As such, this gives me a unique insight into CES, the impact and issues, the personal stories and problems surrounding it, that I want to share with the world.